its just sad yo.
how we used to be so close and all.
to the point that you guys were complaining that i'm being difficult and not opening up to you guys.
what the deal about?
we've drifted apart.
but all i see is that both sides are not making any effort to make it better.

i've come to a point where if i've tried and nothing works.
i'll just give up.

like how i've told lexine.
but i dont want to feel that there is nothing to regret if i simply let this go.
i don't know.
but i dont want to give the impression that i cant be bothered.
like i dont care.
cause i do.

but nothing is going to happen when neither party is willing to make the first move.
sorry yo.